kadang2~

kadang2..terlalu baik tu susah

kadang2 terlalu kejam tu susah

kadang2 terlalu kuat juga susah

kadang2 terlalu lemah juga susah

kadang2 terlalu ramah juga susah

kadang2 terlalu senyap juga susah

kadang2 tak bercakap tu susah

kadang2 terlebey cakap juga susah


tapi...kadang2...mmg jadi baik itu bagus

tapi...kdang2...mmg kte perlu jadi kejam sket..

tapi...kadang2...kekuatan itu perlu...

tapi...kadang2...tak salah utk jadi lemah dan mintak bantuan org lain

tapi...kadang2...ramah sgt org rimas

tapi...kadang2...senyap sangat pun org x suka...

tapi...kadang2..tak bercakap org x tau apa yg kte mahu katakan

tapi...kadang2...ble terlebey cakap ade org terasa..


kadang2 kte happy

kadang2 kte sedey

kadang2 kte marah

kadang2 kte kecewa

kadang2 kte buntu

kadang2 kte bengang

kadang2 kte sebak

kadang2 kte blur


kadang2 kte rasa kte perlu kawan

kadang2 kte rasa lebey baik xde kawan

kadang2 kte rasa suka ramai2 org


kadang2 kte rasa kte patut buat bnda yg patut

kadang2 kte rasa kte tak patut buat bnda yg patut

kadang2 kte rasa kte betul

kadang2 kte rasa kte salah

kadang2 kte rasa sukar

kadang2 kte rasa senang


kadang2 kte ni pandai cakap dan nasihat org saje

kadang2 kte sndiri tak tahu nak handle situasi diri mcm mana

kadang2 kte rasa kte tau apa yg kte nak

kadang2 kte rasa kte tak tau apa yg kte nak



kadang2 kte lupa nak bersyukur

kadang2 kte lupa nak minta maaf

kadang2 kte x perasan ade org yg disakiti

kadang2 kte x prasan ade org di sisi

kadang2 kte buat2 x nampak kebaikan

kadang2 kte buat2 cari kelemahan

kadang2 kte macam pandai

kadang2 kte macam x pandai langsung


kadang2 kte rajin tulis blog

kadang2 kte malas tulis blog

kadang2 kte rajin comment

kadang2 kte malas gle nak comment

kadang2 kte baca je entry org

kadang2 kte tulis entry org lain baca


kadang2...yg kte suka tu mgkn x suka kte

kadang2...yg kte x suka tu la mgkn suka kte

kadang2...yg kte benci tu makin dekat ngan kita

kadang2...yg kte sayang makin jauh dr kte...


kadang2 kte suka merepek

kadang2 kte suka seriyes

kadang2 kte suka garang

kadang2 kte suka tegas

kadang2 kte suka lemah lembut


kadang2...mmg x abes kalu nak tulis

kadang2..xde idea nak tulis...

kadang2..lebey baik berhenti

kadang2..banyak lebih baik dr sket

kadang2..sket tu lebih dihargai dr byk...


kadang2 kte lagi suka dengar penipuan

kadang2 kte lagi suka dengar kebenaran


sorry for d lenghty merepeksness

dis what happenned when i couldnt sleep until 3am

where i suppose 2 sleep 2 wake up early 2morow morning to go for d interview session

its gud 2 have a short chit chat with a close fren

take care people

menjadi kanak2

ape significantnye gmbr2 ni?
tgk saje kecacatan ku disitu tp kegembiraan gak

ade je org kat sekeliling
tp bile dtg prangai kanak2 aku tu

mula la buat prangai pelik2...

sebenarnye jdk dak2 ni best kan..
aku suka tgk bdak2 kecik

esp baby2...

esp kalu dorg tyme ngah gelak2 senyum
rasa tenang je
ati yg marah pun
leh cool....

cm kalu dorg menangis2 buat perangai pun

kte even rasa nak marah

tp ble rationalize kan dorg dak kecik n cm x le nak marah

akan cool gak kan

tp cuba kalu kte tgh geram ngn adult

kalu x tahan x cukup sabar

mmg rasa nak tangan2 kan je

rasa cm nak telan2 je...

tp tu la die...

therapy aku slalunye kalu cm geram2...

g tgk gmbr yg gumbira2

xpun g main2 ngn baby2

life is too short la

kalu nak mengcomplicated kan diri

ngn soal2 emosi ni

tp kang kalu xde perasaan

blunted sgt pun x bgs gak

pape pun...ni smua la org pggl experiences of life...

ok kwn2...smile~

have a great week ahead~

aisy...malas sey mau buat tag2 neh...

Tagged oleh MILUVIA

1. What is the relationship of you and him/her?

- coursemate, teman gigam

2. Your 5 impressions towards him/her.

- suka rasa diri die comel

-suka cakap die comel

-suka suruh org panggil die comel

-seorg yg mempunyai byk emosi aka cyclothymic

-pndai je berahsia hal2 skandalnye..ngeh2...

3. The most memorable things he/she had done for you.

- teman bergigam..huhu


4. The most memorable things he/she have said to you?

- ntah asyik ingat die ckp die cumel je...haha


5. If he/she become your lover, you will...

- ia benar dlaknat Tuhan


6. If he/she become your enemy, you will...-

- maafkan je la die..xkan nak men tarik2 rambut lak kan


7. If he/she become your lover, he/she has to improve on...

- tak mau


8. If he/she become your enemy, the reason is...

- kalu ade org kata sy lg cumel dr die? hahaha


9. The most desirable thing to do on him/her is?

- x mau amek gmbr die..hahaha


10. The overall impression of him/her is...

-ok je tyme mood die ok..tyme mood die x ok jauh2 sket..huhu..nnt da ok sila dtg kembali


11. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?

- some of them might like me as who i am...and some of them might not liking me for who i am...so...what do i care..people said they r not judging but they do!


12. The character of you for yourself is?

- talkative but reserved in some parts

13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?

- suka je nak pk ideal2...suka je rasionalize ape org ckp...suka je sembunyi emosi sndiri...suka je kata xde pape..wpun dlm hati rasa cm da nak terbakar


14. The most ideal person that you wanna be is?

- org yg dpt menerima baik dan buruk ku dan aku jua dpt menerima baik dan buruk mu..(tepuk tangan sebelah ngak berbunyik donk)


15. For the people who care about and likes you, say something about them.

- tq hanya tuhan dpt membalasnye...

post 1st teaching wif prof bil

salam u ols...
cmne raya aji?
da puas makan daging korban?
da reflect ape pengorbanan yg kte lakukan n org2 lakukan kat kte

well...saje je nak merepek2 ni jap
hehehe
smlm (sbb ni da masuk ari baru) ade teaching ngn prof bil buat pertama kalinye
uish memula tu cuak wei
smpai kul 8 ade around 2 hours n +++ je uk clerk + buat examination kat patient n present kat die

aisy carik2 pnya carik
jmpa la sorg patient ni
baby 2 1/2 months ni dtg ngn complaint prolonged jaundice
yg grand nye mak die ni grand multi para...
bayangkan la ni anak die yg ke 16! and she`s 46 now
mmg caya la smua nye lahir vaginally

pastu da clerk n buat PE sket...
tau da cm x lengkap kan...
tp ngan kamikaze nye present la (prof bil yg pilih)
i org ke 2 prsent
org 1st truk gak kena
tpnye cm ktorg byk r blaja kan...
yerla hx taking mmg x lengkap despite we`ve been doing this for almost 2 years in our clinical years ni...
kalu HOPI lengkap, antenatal hx x lengkap, immunization...bla2...

her favourite words of d day...
LOUSY, LAZY, , FAIL....ngan ade satu vocab yg agak grand yg kami2 ni x paham maksudnye
hehehe
tp die cm baik je sbnarnye...
cuma cara die je agak harsh sket
die irritate if hx x lengkap
n die bebel2 pun ade benarnye la
ble we all asked questions die ok je jawab je

pastu ble nak sign log book ni...
i ngan penuh redha mintak la sign die
aisy tau x die bg 2/10 JE!!! DUA??
huhu..
previously other lcturers bg 7 die kata too generous..huhu
cm sntap gak la kan dpt dua je...seb bek yg lagi 2 other presenter dpt 2 @ 3 marks gak
hehehe
x r rasa loser sgt...
blk2 cm ngadu kat pija
die kata xpe bese r tu..awal2 klass mmg die akan bg marks sket
ble da 2nd or 3rd prsntation die akan naik kan marks
ye baik akan ku berusaha utk menaikkan markah n be at her expectation level...
ye fairuz alia mari merajinkan diri dan berusaha

buat kwn2 medic yg mana blum tahu
kawan kte marlina yusuf baru sahaja kehilangan ayah nye yg pulang ke rahmatullah tgh smalam
sama2 kte sedekahkan al-faatihah kepada roh arwah dan doakan semoga ditempatkan dkalangan hamba2Nya yg beriman..


*i`m waiting patiently for something....*wink*

another week~

salam u ols
how`s everyone doin?
hopefully korg smua ok
even with d ups n downs
hopefully korg smua eventually akan ok2 saje

well...2 weeks have finally come to end...
cam x caye i`ve gone thru neonatal posting for d past 2 weeks
well i supposed maybe due 2 non-threatening environmment and super nice lecturer who treat us as an adult...
2weeks rasa cm kejap je...
well mmg la ade sket boring duk terperuk kat nicu tu
tpnye at some part i lyke having prof chia n dr shareena as supervisor
well dorg sgt baik n encourage us to work harder in d nicest way

masa last day ari khamis ni...ktorg bantai g amek gmbr ngn dr shareena n prof chia
dua2 tu cm x sngka ktorg nak amek gmbr ngn dorg
n ktorg besela ngn gigam nye...hehehe
smpaikan prf chia ckp cmni..."ur group is very unusual" haha..merujuk kpd tindakan kami yg bergambar n byk bercakap menyuarakan rasa hati kami kat die....

:: wif dr shareena n d MO`s ::

:: wif prof chia ::

next week and another following 6 weeks gonna be hard for me
i`m gonna start my paediactrics posting for real
well td br pas jmpa prof bil...
personally i think she`s nice
her purpose and aim is just to ensure that we will bcome a good doctor
well mybe its her way 2 b d way she is...
ishe said life in paediatrics gonna be hard and it`s tripple har when u get me as ur supervisor(smbl menyembunyikan snyuman die)
well from my 1st impression...i noe she can b nice to us if we really show our enthusiasm and are hungry for knowledge...
well our group have a mission...
we gonna make at leat she smile with us and get a group pic with her...
hopefully we gonna achieve that!

well2...ari isnin ni hari raya aidiladha kan?
so amek la kesempatan ni nak minta maaf ade sakitkan hatii sesape...
n nak ucapkan la byk2 terima kasih atas segala pengorbanan segala pertolongan yg pernah korg2 buat kat i kan...
mmg x msuanye mampu i balas...
smoga Dia juga la yg mampu membalasnye...

ktorg raya kl je..cuti pun 1 day je...
okla people...take good care of urself...
gembirakan hati sndiri...
jgn sakitkan ati kwn2...
mintak maaf bila perlu...
maafkan la mereka....