Alhamdulillah syukur sgt baby
Diam x diam da hari ke 30 da mama berpantang dengan alisha
Rasa macam baru sgt mama kena push masuk OT sebulan yg lepas
Since da decide mama kena deliver alisha via caesearean so mula2 tu mmg x neves sgt
Mama kena admit on 24 march nite tu
Daady tokpa n tokma teman hantar mama pergi hospital putrajaya
Alhamdulillah dapat single room under executive ward
Bilik selesa
Malam tu daddy temankan mama
On 25th march 2013 around kul 2pm nurse masuk suro get ready nak push to OT
Time ni baru mama rasa nervous sket
Then bila da duduk atas stretcher kena push tu dup dap dup dap
Masa ni drama sket sbb tokma and tokpa lambat smpai
Mama nak jmpa dorg before masuk ot
Nasib baik smpat
Smpai depan pintu ot ngam2 gak tokpa smpat smpai
Masa ni tba2 mama sebak
Masa salam ngn daddy tokma and tokpa
Dada mama macam nak pecah
Mix feeling takut sedey excited
Tak kata apa2 pun
Then lepas tu dorg kena kuar
Mama kena tnggu jap kat recovery bay around 15mins
Masa ni baca doa2 pendek n selawat
And mama ternanges sket
Then masanya telah tb masuk ot namapk dr hamidah and ada anesth
Nasib baik anesth mo and specialist mcm baik
Duk cte2 and sembang ngn mama so xde la cuak sgt
Mama kena spinal 2 kali kena cucuk
Sakit sket je
Pastu cm rasa kaki kebas
Cuak ok mama time tu
1st time la katakan
Dari cermin lampu mama nampak dr hamidah berusaha keluarkan awk
And skejap around 3.31pm tbe2 mama da dpt dgr tangisan awk
Masa tu tbe2 je air mata mama berlinangan
Sebak happy macam2 mama rasa
Anaesth mo tlg kesatkan air mata mama
And nurse tunjukkan alisha dekat mama letakkan alisha kat mama and try bf kejap je then dorg bwk awk kuar
Mama tak tau pukul bape tp after letak mama kat recovery bay skjap
Mama dihantar balik ke bilik
Masa smpai je kat wad mama nampak daddy tokma tokpa kak farah tokcik and tok aji
Smua tunggu mama
And right there mama nampak awk alisha
Nanges kelaparan
So cute
Daddy kiss mama and mama pegang alisha
I was so happy
And was in pain too tp d spinal effect still there so it was okay
Since pregnant mama memang da niat nak fully breastfeed alisha
Alisha pandai sgt sucking nurse tlg ajar mama macam mana nak breastfeed
It was not easy but we survived sayang
Malam tu mama muntah 2 kali
And gatal sgt muka kaki tangan badan
It was d morphine effect
Dat night slowly d spinal effect hilang
I started to feel d pain
And it was not easy to bf in my condition
Daddy was being great and helpful
Teman mama d whole night helping me handling u
And for the record ur first poo at 6am tu daddy yg cuci
It was really cute
Mama ingat lagi muka daddy helpless je basuh berak alisha
Semua macam baru je jadi
A lot has happened d past 1 month
I was weak but get stronger day by day with u beside me syg
Its a long journey
Parenthood ni memang mencabar but insyallah both daddy and mama will try our best
Btw daddy yg pilih nama alisha
Alisha Safiya
Alisha = protected by god
Safiya = virtous lady
mama doa sangat Allah izinkan mama untuk breastfeed alisha selama yg mampu
Moga Allah permudahkan perjalanan penyusuan ibu untuk alisha
Moga daddy sentiasa berikan mama sokongan dan back up mama utk susukan alisha
Semoga mama kuat and tabah hadapi segala cabaran untuk susukan alisha
Amin insyaallah
Love.
Mama
Umah tokma
Wednesday, April 24, 2013
Alisha Safiya
Posted by alialalala at 3:12 PM 1 comments
Sunday, March 24, 2013
Dear baby
Assalammualaikum baby mama and daddy
Both of us tak saba sgt nak jumpa awk esk
Mama tgh type ni kat atas katil hosp ni
Last 2 week our routine follow up dr hamidah noted u r still breech and afi awk kurang
Jadinya dr hamidah bg mama homerest mc kat rumah with strict fetal movement chart
Both of us were quite relieved to get d mc. Mama trauma sgt sbb aritu tayar kereta flat and meletop kat highway.
Both mama and daddy tok ma tok pa and everyone doa and try usaha supaya awk pusing and air ketuban makin banyak.
Mama kena minum air kelapa. G jmpa dua makcik mntk die pegangkan perut.
But HE knows best. He decides it is best for u to be delivered via elective caesearean section.
So here am i...waiting anxiously ditemani daddy. Tq so much daddy. Teman mama tepaksa daddy tdo kat sofa..suapkan mama nasi beriani maktok yg sedap. Makan mc d tok ma n tok pa bawak. Actually kalau nak fikir2 mama sedey sangat mula2 ble kena decide caesear.. Ye la mama if bole nak rasa pengalaman bersalin normal..tp takpela sayang both mama and daddy redha dan doa semoga dipermudahkan esk.
Dear baby..mama harap mama and daddy mampu besarkan awk and cuba jadi parents yg terbaik utk sayang k. Mama doa sgt mama diberi kekuatan utk susukan awk fully breastfeeding. Insyaallah. Last week doc hamidah scan berat awk br 2.8kg.. So we will see tomorrow.. Mama x saba sgt nak.hug and kiss syg... Moga kita sama2 dipermudahkan sayang.
Posted by alialalala at 11:23 PM 0 comments
Thursday, February 7, 2013
entering my 31 weeks
assalammualaikum baby mama
baby mama tgh golek2 dalam perut mama tu ye sayang.
daddy n mama happy sgt tgk sayang membesar bagai juara... dr ckp syg da seberat 1.8kg. hehe alhamdulillah smua nampak ok. td first time daddy n mama g check up kat putrajaya. insyaallah we all da decide nak deliver syg under fpp program sana. mudah2an dpt la dr hamidah smbut kan syg. as a gov servant..mama yakin perkhidmatan gov ni bgs nak compare ngn private... mostly private ni money oriented. tp gov ni saba je la kan... td we all waited for 2 hours just to be seen around 5 mins. x pe la kan... asalkan baby sihat alhamdulillah. cumanya masa scan td sayang duk kepala kat atas ye? best ke golek2 dlm perut mama ni syg? meh la pusing blk k syg. hopefully baby mama ni akan pusing blk turun nnt ye. insyaallah.
syg duk baik3 dalam perut mama k... mama doakan syg membesar dgn sihat dan dipermudahkan utk mama smuanya. insyaallah
Posted by alialalala at 11:19 PM 0 comments
Thursday, January 17, 2013
entering my 3rd trimester
assalammualaikum baby mama...alhamdulillah arini syg da makin besar...arini syg da masuk 28minggu teman mama dlm perut mama ni. cam tak caye mama da bwk awk 7 bulan. kt da sama2 nak masuk 3rd trimester sayang. mama nervous. seriyes!!! mama da mula fikir pasal delivery..mama da tepk pasal kena ve pasal episiotomy. wuuu...cuaknya... takut nye nak kena seluk2...hopefully nnt kena slow2 je.. alhamdulillah mama syukur sgt..spanjang syg teman mama ni..syg membesar dgn sihat..xde buat mama sakit...cuma mama sakit belakang je sket... i just hope daddy is here all d time with us. so dat daddy leh tlg picit mama ari2 daddy pengurut yg hebat. lega sgt pas daddy tlg urut. and mama skang cpat mengah sket. ckp sket jalan sket da mengah.. otherwise u hv been very good my little baby.. mama rasa sgt happy dgn aksi akrobatik manja awk syg. syg tq for being always here with me syg...at times i am lonely coz daddy not around. but u r always here rite inside me syg.. mama n daddy love u so much... cant wait to see u syg.. mudah2an our journey akan dipermudahkan. :-)
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Sunday, December 30, 2012
gimnastik dalam perut mama
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